The Most Valuable Lesson Of The Month

today, i've got a big lesson which is teach me a lot of good things.
i learned how to be strong
i learned how can i survive with all things that happened in my life
i learned how to face the truth of live
i learned how to keep my spirits when i failed
i learned how to always think positively

i know that i'm kinda a WEAK GIRL
i cry when i sad, i cry when i failed
i cry when i know that someone hurts me, i cry when i felt so alone,
i cry when i didn't get something that i want,
i cry when i miss my mom dad and my siblings, i cry when i miss my bestiest friends, i cry even just for a touching movie
but now i know something that i have to do is just Grateful To God

i know that i'm kinda a COWARD GIRL
i'm scared to know that i failed
i'm scared to know that i can't do something
i'm scared to know that i can't do my best when i do something,
i'm scared to know that i can't make other people proud of me
but now i know that for do something we have to make a plan and pray
then we shouldn't have to affraid of anything
just TRUST your self and be CONVIDENT so i'm such a BRAVE ONE

the best of all, i learned to how to manage our brain and our heart to make positive thinking
don't ever say WILL, WANT, MUST, WISH, DON'T becos it's show how strong ur conviction is. don't ever say, "i will be a winner" (becos u're not a winner yet) just say, "i'm the winner" (its show you had an ability and faith which is gives you a power to be a winner)
when u hesitate with ur ability God hesitate with u too
so, when you need or want to get something just trust your self first
made a positive thinking will brings you to the better situation
BUT when u finally met failure just remember that something that u want is not the best for u
FAILURE THAT YOU'VE GOT IS A WARNING
and that's the time for you to MAKE ANOTHER TARGET WHICH IS BETTER :D cheers