today, i've got a big lesson which is teach me a lot of good things.
i learned how to be strong
i learned how can i survive with all things that happened in my life
i learned how to face the truth of live
i learned how to keep my spirits when i failed
i learned how to always think positively
i know that i'm kinda a WEAK GIRL
i cry when i sad, i cry when i failed
i cry when i know that someone hurts me, i cry when i felt so alone,
i cry when i didn't get something that i want,
i cry when i miss my mom dad and my siblings, i cry when i miss my bestiest friends, i cry even just for a touching movie
but now i know something that i have to do is just Grateful To God
i know that i'm kinda a COWARD GIRL
i'm scared to know that i failed
i'm scared to know that i can't do something
i'm scared to know that i can't do my best when i do something,
i'm scared to know that i can't make other people proud of me
but now i know that for do something we have to make a plan and pray
then we shouldn't have to affraid of anything
just TRUST your self and be CONVIDENT so i'm such a BRAVE ONE
the best of all, i learned to how to manage our brain and our heart to make positive thinking
don't ever say WILL, WANT, MUST, WISH, DON'T becos it's show how strong ur conviction is. don't ever say, "i will be a winner" (becos u're not a winner yet) just say, "i'm the winner" (its show you had an ability and faith which is gives you a power to be a winner)
when u hesitate with ur ability God hesitate with u too
so, when you need or want to get something just trust your self first
made a positive thinking will brings you to the better situation
BUT when u finally met failure just remember that something that u want is not the best for u
FAILURE THAT YOU'VE GOT IS A WARNING
and that's the time for you to MAKE ANOTHER TARGET WHICH IS BETTER :D cheers
When I Got Mad For A Thing That I Never Know
maybe i don't have any reason to explain how can i got depressed just becos of this . what u would do when someone told u about something that u never thought before . something that makes u feel hesitate with someone . GOD ! it really makes me CONFUSED . i hope u can show me which one who told the truth . i'm too curious to know YOU , STRANGER ! u just came to my life and damaged all the things that i had and know. I REALLY HATE U . i never wished to met u . i never wished to known u . i never wished to heard all of your words . i never wished to known how far u know someonewhoyoudon'tneedtoknow . i never wished to be your friend , so you can easily REMOVE ME !
yeeaaaahhh , it's my daaayy !!
well , this is my first post in this site. and i wanna share my Birthday story in october 15th 2009 which is about a week ago. hemm, jadi begini ceritanyaaah.
hari itu adalah hari kamis yang dimana gue ada praktikum di akhir kuliah gue. nah, praktikum ini tuh praktikum produksi tanaman yang waktu itu praktikumnya di lahan. nah, waktu itu kita disuru nanem jagung sama dilahan, sama mindahin selada air dan tomat ke media. dan gw dan kelompok gw pun berbagi tugas. dan gue kedapetan tugas dilahan nanem jagung. okeh, pertama-tama kita ngebagi dua lahan yang ada, setengah buat tanah yang di campur kompos (eek kambing boo !). yaudah lah ya, dengan sukses mengaduk tu eek sama tanah, giliran gw naroin benih gitu.
setelah selesai dengan urusan menanam jagung dilahan, ternyata urusan mindahin selada air sama tomatnya belon kelaaarr meenn. yauda aja gue ikutan bantuin mindahin selada air sama tomat ituh. lucu juga, kaya lagi bikin kue putu. hahaha.
dah, ceritanya sambil ngerjain gitu , si dinda sama wawan ngajak ngomong :
d : "ah gue mau bikin bolabola-an kaya coklat ah han dari tanah buat ntar nimpukin lo"
h : "ah gue juga ah, buat bales lo din, hahahah"
w : "loh, emangnya si pooh kenapa ?"
d : "ih si wawan, hana kan ulang tauun, parah banget deh"
w : "wah pooh selamat yaa, wah aku baru tau (sambil salaman)"
hmm, oke, bagus banget karena wawan baru tau kalo gue ulang taun, padahal si wawan adalah biang keladi dari korban para manusia yang berulang taun. So, gw mikirnya gaakan sial kaya tementemen gue sebelumnya. hohohoho
yah kesialan gue dimulai dari pas kerjaan mindahin selada air sama tomat itu udah kelar. gue ngeliat si wawan dari jauh uda bawa ember yang gue tau isinya itu adalah air bekas orang cuci tangan dari bekas ngobok-ngobok tanah. reflek banget lah gue lari. cuma karena sepatu gue yang ga bersahabat, lari gue gabanget dan gue disiram lah dari belakang. oke bangetnya lagi, gue gatau kalo kesialan gue bukan cuma sampe disitu. ternyata si wawan gembel uda bawabawa tepung kanji.
siaaaaallll ! but gw seneng sih, karena ternyata temen temen gue pada inget.
*thx banget buat anak anak agrotek C (ACDC) dan juga indah.
hari itu adalah hari kamis yang dimana gue ada praktikum di akhir kuliah gue. nah, praktikum ini tuh praktikum produksi tanaman yang waktu itu praktikumnya di lahan. nah, waktu itu kita disuru nanem jagung sama dilahan, sama mindahin selada air dan tomat ke media. dan gw dan kelompok gw pun berbagi tugas. dan gue kedapetan tugas dilahan nanem jagung. okeh, pertama-tama kita ngebagi dua lahan yang ada, setengah buat tanah yang di campur kompos (eek kambing boo !). yaudah lah ya, dengan sukses mengaduk tu eek sama tanah, giliran gw naroin benih gitu.
setelah selesai dengan urusan menanam jagung dilahan, ternyata urusan mindahin selada air sama tomatnya belon kelaaarr meenn. yauda aja gue ikutan bantuin mindahin selada air sama tomat ituh. lucu juga, kaya lagi bikin kue putu. hahaha.
dah, ceritanya sambil ngerjain gitu , si dinda sama wawan ngajak ngomong :
d : "ah gue mau bikin bolabola-an kaya coklat ah han dari tanah buat ntar nimpukin lo"
h : "ah gue juga ah, buat bales lo din, hahahah"
w : "loh, emangnya si pooh kenapa ?"
d : "ih si wawan, hana kan ulang tauun, parah banget deh"
w : "wah pooh selamat yaa, wah aku baru tau (sambil salaman)"
hmm, oke, bagus banget karena wawan baru tau kalo gue ulang taun, padahal si wawan adalah biang keladi dari korban para manusia yang berulang taun. So, gw mikirnya gaakan sial kaya tementemen gue sebelumnya. hohohoho
yah kesialan gue dimulai dari pas kerjaan mindahin selada air sama tomat itu udah kelar. gue ngeliat si wawan dari jauh uda bawa ember yang gue tau isinya itu adalah air bekas orang cuci tangan dari bekas ngobok-ngobok tanah. reflek banget lah gue lari. cuma karena sepatu gue yang ga bersahabat, lari gue gabanget dan gue disiram lah dari belakang. oke bangetnya lagi, gue gatau kalo kesialan gue bukan cuma sampe disitu. ternyata si wawan gembel uda bawabawa tepung kanji.
siaaaaallll ! but gw seneng sih, karena ternyata temen temen gue pada inget.
*thx banget buat anak anak agrotek C (ACDC) dan juga indah.
